To the people that have ever loved me; may the ground you walk on be blessed of the utmost. I do not deserve the grace that I have been shown; yet appreciate it and value it to the highest extent. It isn’t easy to love someone with Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar Disorder 2. For those who have braved the waters that have been storming for years also known as Courtney; I love you is the simplest term I can conjure. I have been blessed and God knows that you are all a part of my spirit that now is moving through this world and bringing light into it as you have all done for me. Thank you.

IHOP

With Samantha, I love her so much.

all I want right now

I just want a young man to kiss over and over, to cuddle with at nights and during the day when the sun is just breaking out. Someone to lay on when its raining outside and I am scared of the storm. I just want a boyfriend to be crazy for.